(uh.. this is a compilation of posts from june 13 - june 17..)

June 13 (wednesday)

first day of classes.. not that excited.. at buti nman may new classmate kame.. well, he's an irreg.. he came from engineering and shifted to commerce.. lucky for him he's in our class.. haha.. kapal.. anyways.. tahimik xa e.. bago pa kc.. ack.. chinese nga lang.. hate chinese!! no offense sa ibadyan ah.. aun.. two profs lang ung ngpakita.. no pressure yet.. wla pa mxado mgawa kc first day.. daming tao sa campus kaya hndi pa mxado comfy na tumambay.. obviously andaming freshmen around.. with nothing to do, umuwi nlng kame ng pinsan ko.. (also a freshman).. aun.. paguwi naligo ako agad coz of the killer heat.. hehe.. aun.. natulog nlng afterwards..

June 14 (thursday)

second day.. complete ung mga profs.. no pressure coz hndi nman mga mukang strict eh.. aun.. aga nga pala nmin nkarating sa scholl.. wla lang.. err.. after classes while we're eating, bigla nagkayayaan at SM Manila.. we watched Fantastic Four.. weeeee!! nkanood ako paying only 20 pesos!! haha.. nilibre kc nila ako.. yey!! aun.. kinda good movie.. idol si Human Torch.. ang cool nia.. haha.. "flame on!!".. woeh! haha.. then nung uwian na, me and troy stolled around for a bit to look for soccer shoes.. nakakita kme sa dept store.. FILA ung brand, super ok na tas 999php lang.. kaso wlang size 9 (for troy).. so unfortunately, we went home w/ nothing.. (ako bibili nun!! hahaha!!).. dumaan pa pla kme sa rob metroeast and sta.lu w/ bin to look for soccer shoes ulit.. and again, wlang napili.. aun..

June 15 (friday)

kasabay ko umuwi si eya and arianne.. wla lang.. inaaway nila ako.. hahaha.. we went to rob for a while kc mgpapa recopy daw si eya ng 1x1 pics nia.. then aun.. wla lang.. nothing much to say here.. next..

June 16 (saturday)

3 hours lang tulog ko!! err.. gumawa kc ako ng letter for a certain special person.. hehe.. u know who.. anyways, tumambay muna for a while sa school w/ the guys.. as usual, laughtrip na nman.. sobra!! epal kc c sam eh.. pwede daw pa-insure utak ni manong (adrian).. mahal daw kasi "slightly used"!! hahaha.. benta sobra.. aun.. when i got home, naligo agad coz i have something to drop at rv.. sobrang sandali nga lang ako dun eh.. thnx nga pla anne!! aun.. may party pala @ mielle's.. di ako nkapunta coz di nman ako agad na-inform and bday rin ng pmangkin ko sa house.. aun.. aus lng nman e.. i need to be away sa rv for the meantime.. it's for the better.. i guess.. aun.. i need to go soul searching while waiting for the time na maging ready na xa.. wla nman ako mgagawa eh.. so un.. no choice.. gnun nman cguro tlaga pag mahal mo isang tao e.. kelangan mag sacrifice.. aun.. haay..

June 17 (sunday)

happy father's day.. wla lang.. june 17.. supposed to be *toot*.. nevermind.. haay.. aun.. finally nkapag online narin at last.. whew!! got nothing much to do.. nkapag plan nako.. i'll buy na the FILA soccer shoes that we saw sa SM Manila.. i'll also make a deal to my lola na imbis na ipa-repair nia fone ko, much better if she would buy me a new one nlng.. mas ok un.. hehehe.. sana matuloy.. err.. aun.. wla nako masabi..

LSS: "sa iyong ngiti, ako'y nahuhumaling.."

'til here beeches.. haha.. ;p

*sigh* guess what?? ngpagupit nako.. ngek.. sayang ung hair ko.. anyways, hahaba parin nman e.. no big deal.. tska ok narin nman ung gupit e.. aun.. tomorrow na official start ng classes.. boo!! goodbye summer for good.. haay.. kanina i went to rv for the "supposed to be" na photoshoot or whatever.. it turned out na naging ordinary picture picture lang.. dun kame sa labas ng house nila anne.. before that pa nga we played Nintendi Wii.. hehe.. astig.. wla lang.. gnun pla un.. hehe.. sori nman!! hahaha.. haaay.. better get myself used to my new glasses.. nung pagtanggal ko kasi knina ng glasses ko naging sobrang blurry ung paningin ko.. err.. aun.. bitin ung picturan kanina.. 2pm kc ung npag-usapan.. i dunno what happened kung bakit naging gnun.. eck.. there's still next time pa nman e.. hehe.. haay.. sayang wala xa knina dun.. didn't get the chance to see her before classes would start.. aww.. damn.. i'll miss her even more.. i wanna talk to her pra nman may idea nman ako kung ano na nangyayari sa knya.. ever since wla nakong alam e.. kaya nga i'm getting all paranoid thinking of what's happening.. aun.. err.. wla nako mxado masabi.. just waiting for this certain day coz i'm planning of doing something.. err.. nevermind..

"so long sweet summer.."

'til here folks!! ;p

nkauwi nako sa haus nmin sa marietta.. mgpapasukan na kc.. aun.. i'm thinking na kpag natuloy ung papasukan ko na business mgppakabit ako ng dsl sa haus.. hehe.. need to prepare for school.. the usual daily routine.. which is the early wake ups, the long commute trips, the killer heat rays during siesta time, and the rain floods of espana.. err.. well, that's college life.. i think.. hahaha.. aun.. i was also thinking on applying for the precom society as an "on-call officer".. hehehe.. sa logistics department pra kahit papano matulungan ko rin sila.. hehehe.. i was hoping of buying soocer shoes for my PE.. but i guess hndi na muna.. coz ung natirang pera daw sa books ko na kailangan for this sem.. aun.. also say goodbye to my hair tomorrow.. yeap.. you heared me right.. i have no choice.. kailangan mgpagupit coz all the grown-ups around are against my hair.. anyway, sa second sem nlng ako mgpapahaba.. hehehe.. sayang i missed volleyball sa rv knina.. umalis kc kme.. anniv ng grandparents sa mother's side.. aus lang.. busog nman e.. i've also decided na papasok nako sa 13.. yey!! sayang din kasi e.. aun.. i have so many plans for this coming week.. still have to pick up my glasses tomorrow.. AND tuloy yata ung photoshoot sa rv bukas.. ung plinan ni mielle.. aun.. hehe.. wla lang.. i guess i'd better end it up here na..

"i want you to know that i miss you, i miss you so.."

'til here guys.. pis awt yo!! (woeh!?)

waaaaaah!! so badtrip today.. just never EVER piss me off.. i may be quiet but once i sputterd out the things that i've been holding back for so long, you better beware.. magugulat ka sa mga masasabi ko.. i don't want anyone na makialam saken.. lalo na sa mga things na gusto ko.. this is me and this is my life.. mind yourself and your own life and back off!! i don't need any side comments unless i asked you to.. better just shut up if you don't have anything good to say.. you'll just get on my nerves.. don't deprive me of the simple things that i want in my life.. if you don't like it, well you better just live with it coz you have no choice.. baka kung ano pa mga masabi ko sayo.. masakit ako magsalita pag napupuno nako.. and you may not like the tone of my voice if ever that would happen.. i don't f*ckin' care if you don't like my style.. hello!? this is our generation.. the new generation.. it might not be pleasing to you but for us youth it is acceptable.. don't expect me to follow like a little 8 year old kid does.. i may sound stubborn, but hell, giyera na toh pag ayaw mo sa gusto ko.. just respect me for what i want coz i have my freedom of expression.. never ask me to cut my hair coz i've been waitng for so long for my hair to grow.. oo na, mababaw na yung reason.. kaya nga pagbigyan mo na eh.. wag mo nako bwisitin dahil marami nakong problema ngaun.. wag kna dumagdag.. whew!! nkapaglabas din ng sama ng loob.. errrr.. onga pala, i'm not pin-pointing a particular person here.. sila lang ung mga mtatanda dito (house/family) na nkikialam sa mga gusto ko.. aun..


mielle's planning for a photoshoot sa rv maybe tomorrow or sa tuesday.. aun.. wla lang.. uhh. oh shit.. bukas na nga pla ako uuwi.. aus lang.. people here are already getting on my nerves.. kaso mwawalan ako ng unlimited internet access.. uhh, i need a dsl connection so badly.. pfft..


"life is just simply not that fair at all.."
'til here.. err.. beech day!! >:[

shoot!! i only have 2 days left to pack up.. coz by monday, i'd going back home na.. aww.. old life once again.. no dsl/broadband, no photoshop, household chores.. sh*t!! it sucks bigtime!! i still don't wanna leave here.. i like it here.. i have unlimited access to the internet.. hehehe.. pano na tong blog ko?? ym?? new pics to upload?? limewire?? youtube?? waaaaah!! mwawala na lahat un.. maybe every week ko nlng maa-update tong blog ko.. damn!! i'll be going back to prepaid dial-up again.. loser!! i still have to get a pair of spike shoes for my PE class.. which is soccer, doi!! mas mgnda pag nka spikes ako pra cool.. hahaha.. though hndi nman sya tlga necessity.. gusto ko lang tlga.. hehehe.. kaasar ung sun.. sabi dati na if i load 150 or above, i'd be getting my 20 free regular load to other network.. bwiset kc di dumadating.. oh, i still also have to pick up my glasses on monday.. pfft.. school na nman!! waaaaaah!! back to the same old daily routine.. sana this year won't be so hard for me.. i already had enough you know.. cool down nman.. eck.. i dunno if i hate this one thing about me or what, bsta.. kc prang i easily trust people so much.. minsan di ko na alam kung tama lng ba to trust a certain person na i didn't know so well.. pero sana nman wag nila sirain ung trust ko sa knila.. aun.. i dunno if that's a bad thing.. just.. uhh.. forget it.. i'm bored.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.. tsk tsk..


"thanks for the memories!!"
'til here now.. ;p

(supposed to be for june8, friday..)

i thought ksama ako sa pglabas ng lola ko knina but noooo.. ngpasukat lng pla ako ng glasses and then i'm on my own na.. beech!! so nkapunta nako ng maaga sa rv (supposed to be hahabol dpat ako kc nga alam ko aalis ako).. it's a good thing narin kc atleast nkasama ako sa knila (s.crew).. aun.. prang huling hirit (??) party sa pool before mgclasses.. well, konti lang kme.. we were like 12 people there.. aun.. we ate kfc (wow sulit??) and pancit canton (sayang, di naubos).. then we had a water fight and swimming afterwards.. tradition daw ng summer crew ang water fight tuwing summer.. haha.. prang wla din kc nagswimming din e.. hahaha.. bwiset c mang joel, the SHOWSTOPPER!! haha.. laging nkabantay pra maningil.. beech!! haha.. then nung mga bandang past 4 or so, naguwian na ung iba.. natira kme mga boys w/ klarisse.. (nice kla, one of the boys nanaman ah.. hehe).. aun, we went sa court.. nagbasketball ung iba then ako, klarisse and rach played volleyball.. (2 vs 1.. haha.. kapagod.. khit 2 na kme ni kla npagod kme kkatakbo.. hehe..) then nung pmunta ung bola over the bakod ng pool, we (ako, kla, rach) decided to have a swim ulit.. pawis na kc kme and ang init pa.. anyways, we already paid for it na nman dba.. (except for klarisse na siningil ni mang joel after seeing her sneak in to the pool.. haha..) aun.. tas sumunod ung iba and swimming din.. quarter to 7 umalis na kmi ng pool.. bigla nagkayayaan ng inuman at johanne's place.. aun, 8pm punta dun.. (c klarisse pla umuwi na coz hnggang 7pm lang daw sya pwde sa labas..) then un.. bonding ng mga guys, sharing lang about things.. haha.. (ako, rach, tp, johanne, jome and inigo).. shot shot ng vodka+sprite+iced tea.. di nga msyadong mlakas e.. lasang tropical fruit na juice.. hehe.. aun.. tas nung naubos na, nag pure vodka nlng tas chaser ung mango juice.. daming pulutan.. hahaha.. di ako tinamaan.. hehehe.. yey!! lahat sila mdyo may tama na.. hahaha.. we wrapped it up mga quarter to 11 or so.. aun.. umuwi din ako afterwards.. now i'm here typing this.. hahaha.. solb nman ung araw na toh.. hndi nman nasayang ung oras ko.. masaya nman.. ok nako na makita ko sya even for several hours lang.. aun.. i'm gonna miss this summer so much.. thanks for the memories guys!!


"ang pag-ibig.. gnyan tlga.. pag bago ang pag-ibig.. gnyan tlga.. masaya.."
(masaya by bamboo)
'til here guys.. ;p

uhh.. this entry was supposed to be wriiten yesterday but somebody was using the pc fo way too long doing nonsense.. uhhh.. so much for that.. well uhm.. yesterday, i went to rv to play volleyball.. ininvite ako last minute ni mielle.. i told them i would arrive there at six.. but guess what.. six ako umalis ng house.. haha.. tinatamad kc ako.. at shet, two sets lang nalaro ko.. err.. BORING.. walang "adrenaline rush".. i was trying to be energetic but the mood of the people pulled me down.. (this is not a negative statement ok..) the main reason on why i came there (rv) is because i wanted to see her.. even for a while.. bsta makita ko lang sya ok nako.. i still feel her coldness.. i was hoping na kahit simpleng "hi" man lang.. but nothing came up.. haay.. the sudden coldness breaks my heart.. aww.. respect na lang for what she wants.. that's the best thing and the only thing that can do.. sana may "huling hirit" or something like that na event/party w/ summercrew before classes would start.. ilang days nlng i'd be moving back sa haus nmen sa marietta.. haay.. aun.. anyways, i've changed my header.. it was getting kinda boring so i decided to change it.. haha.. old school ipod shuffle.. wla lang.. mas mgnda (yata) tignan.. but heck, it has GREEN colors around it.. haha.. kya ok na yan.. uh.. sorry, tnatamad ako magisip ng mga ittype.. so i guess maybe next time when i come up with interesting stories.. haha..


"when all else fails, would you be there to STILL love me??"
'til here.. ciao.. ;p